it's been 6 months
did a pedi at dashing diva for the 1st time today!!!felt so happy!! so pampered!!
thank you sweety!! it's really nice and thoughtful of you (^_^)
though 6 mths is really not a very long time...it's still significant...it went by in a flash, and all that matters is that you are still here by my side.
it's not without tears, laughter, sorrow and joy...but i'm glad we made it happen.
while i was doing the pedi...the lady forgot to give me some mags to read...so i was stoning on the nice plush couch...then i started to let my mind drift...many thoughts...
i was happy...and then i felt guilty...cos it's rather steep...more expensive than other salons out there...and well, we are still students....and this is rather extravagant...
but then again, it feels good that my bf pampers me...and then i realise that all glas should have someone pamper them too!! we all deserve it!!
that's when i realise...i haven't been a very good gal this year...do i still deserve it?
gonna try to be a better person...
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i feel really bad these days...like i've done something really wrong...am i wrong? maybe i should be more tolerant? maybe i should keep opinions to myself??
he can just smile at the person even when there are nasty to him...but i cant. be nasty to me, and i'll be nasty back too...i just tend to feel indignant...
maybe i should learn to control my emotions...there are times when the society out there doesn't really care how you feel...much less do they want to see the ugly side of you...
posted by pearlewurly @ 5/05/2006 11:55:00 pm
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